“Ich hatte mich der Aufgabe verschrieben
den narrativen Gottesbeweis
langsam zu lernen (…)”
I will, against all odds, go travelling again.
To India, that is, for all that didn’t read the headline.
For such a long time I have been dreaming of doing that. Now that dream is becoming reality.
I had an interesting conversation with a friend just lately. It was about people that are not inspired and see nothing but problems. He made me strangely feel pointed at. Because all that seemed so true.
I spontaneously decided to make my plan become real. I have no plans yet where to go, I guess I will – like every time I travel – just get there and then see what happens. That’s the best way to do something like that … just go ahead, let things happen. V. once told me I had to trust people more. This is what I’m going to do – I’ll just trust everyone more and see where this will bring me.
A note to all people thinking (and telling me) this was odd and not very clever:
I could die tomorrow. So why not make big plans now to have something to look forward. At least, I would then die with something beautiful in my mind. I might not have the money to do this, but I might as well win the lottery (I’d have to play first, anyway …) – I AM JUST SO SICK OF THINKING ABOUT WHAT MIGHT AND MIGHT NOT BE, you stupid beggars.
For today, I am happy and all such things. If you feel like, make a donation to my special India savings account 
